MishyMe          

The snow has long ago melted in Maine, but there are still a few last pictures with winter featured heavily in them I have to post.

Outfit Details: Jacket & Tights & Earrings & Wig (Amazon) Dress (Etsy) Necklace & Heels (Modcloth)

This is me, like my spirit’s appearance. I suppose it doesn’t make sense, but somehow I feel like a little bit of my insides show in these pictures. Between the wig and the dress, it feels like me.

I’ve been trying to be free – it sounds weird, but due to what my therapist calls a spiritual awakening, I’ve stopped trying to be what others want me to be. I’m finally ready to break the mold and be who I am. I want to stop worrying about what others think of my choices and I want to be true to who I have become and break the chains of my past self.

I feel like I’ve lived in chains for most of my life, I’ve allowed myself to hide and diminished my own worth to let others strive, while I’ve drowned. I’m exhausted from treading water when I should be swimming through the waves. Enough metaphors for you?

This is silly in some ways, it’s so much easier to say you’re doing something than to actually do it. But I’m done trying to meet other’s expectations, it’s never brought me anything. Someone wise recently told me that she didn’t believe you could fail others, only yourself. I think I’ve been failing myself for so long and I want to reach for the stars and enjoy the twinkling lights above me. I’d rather fail myself having tried than fail due to lack of effort.

Also, let’s take a moment to enjoy this dress. I’ve never had good luck with Etsy, until I bought this and fell in love. I’m actually anxiously awaiting a few more pieces from this shop because all of her stuff is absolutely gorgeous, I’m so excited.

Anyways, I hope you all find your own way to break free of your chains.

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.Misha.